Lost in starlight

So earlier this week the woman I went on a date with and have exchanged a massive amount of texts with said two somethings that got me to wondering.

The first was I joked that she's being cheated on if she was expecting sex out of our dates. Her reply was "It's not cheating, we're not exclusive."

I have to admit that made my brain twitch abit since she went left field, but it did lead to a conversation about what her expectations are out of friends and/or possible future lovers.

The second was revealed during that conversation and that she's not ready for anything serious, just friendly flirting and casually seeing each other. (More on that in a second)

However, that made me review the reason I was persuing her.

I don't know. Am I coming off as looking for a serious relationship? AM I looking for a serious relationship? Can I be serious about that? What am I looking for? Why am I looking?

Can it really be called casual dating if you only go on one date every two months? Is what we're doing called dating at all? *shrug*

Just something else for my brainworms to make me neurotic about.